Ayah

Salam,

Esok 23/9/15

Its been a month since he pass away

I heard a lot of compliment about him

Theres a plenty out there who loves him

Im in blue

Im missed him so bad

May Allah bless you ayah

They told us that they had dream of you

They told you are happy

Your smile from ear to ear

You looks so young

Handsome

Neat

But they cant see clearly cus you are shining
the shine is even more beautiful than a diamond

Its hard for them to see you

You wore a white jubah 

They can say you have a good time there 

But i wonder why

Why you dont come in my dream ayah?
i know im not a good daughter for you
but im so sorry for everything that i do towards you
i missed you ayah :'(

Now im start to think

if i died one day

Is there someone who would cry for me?

Say good thing about me just like ppl say about you dad?

Are there someone

 who will send a pray for me even recite an al-fatihah?

Cus i know i aint got no friend nor buddy beside

I dont have anyone that i can talk too
its about trust

i know theres no one will know about my death soon.
its okey.
im fine with that.

Im in pieces whenever i think about this

Dear reader, 

 if you ever read this pls pray for my dad even a single surah. 

Al-fatihah. 

I hope you are in peace being there ayah. 

I love you.

😢

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