Hurts

Hai ,
we meet again

i tried to play it cool but inside im dying
its hard to tell cus i dont know the real reasons was

doesnt really care
the love that were put on the shelf
 the moving on whats 'the deal?
you worth much more

shouldnt stick around
when you know its only end up still the same
alone and only wear a frown

that kryptonite
making more weak
frozen and even can't breathe
you are too dying too show
that you need someone
that one thing
undefined

treat you no good?
just slip away

shouldnt live a lie with someone
when deep inside you know aint the one

dont need that cry
just break away cus you arent that blind

its not that you might never be in love again
that aint true

cus there will be someone
that will see that you are worth
an undiscovered treasure on this earth.

Have faith and keep strong.
remember
this is a lesson.

smile and walk away.

♥ Love Someone Not Because They Give You What You Need ,
But Because They Give You Feelings You Never Thought You Needed ♥

Ayah

Salam,

Esok 23/9/15

Its been a month since he pass away

I heard a lot of compliment about him

Theres a plenty out there who loves him

Im in blue

Im missed him so bad

May Allah bless you ayah

They told us that they had dream of you

They told you are happy

Your smile from ear to ear

You looks so young

Handsome

Neat

But they cant see clearly cus you are shining
the shine is even more beautiful than a diamond

Its hard for them to see you

You wore a white jubah 

They can say you have a good time there 

But i wonder why

Why you dont come in my dream ayah?
i know im not a good daughter for you
but im so sorry for everything that i do towards you
i missed you ayah :'(

Now im start to think

if i died one day

Is there someone who would cry for me?

Say good thing about me just like ppl say about you dad?

Are there someone

 who will send a pray for me even recite an al-fatihah?

Cus i know i aint got no friend nor buddy beside

I dont have anyone that i can talk too
its about trust

i know theres no one will know about my death soon.
its okey.
im fine with that.

Im in pieces whenever i think about this

Dear reader, 

 if you ever read this pls pray for my dad even a single surah. 

Al-fatihah. 

I hope you are in peace being there ayah. 

I love you.

😢

                              ♥ Love Someone Not Because They Give You What You Need ,
                          But Because They Give You Feelings You Never Thought You Needed ♥

Hopeless

Hai ,
Assalamualaikum.

hmmm twitter isnt suit for me anymore .
since theres a lot to tell.
i guess .

kinda missin' old good time w old good friends
but hell yeah aint got 'em back for forever.

i dont know why im not in good mood and nice shape these days.
always wore a frown
that sorrowness following me
dont even give a chance for me to smile

 the flashback kept haunted me all day and all night.

it hurts anyway .
missin' ppl tht i supposed not to be missed.
why so mean ?
why so hard ?

and why i do fckin' care abt that .

ya tuhan help me pls.
hm.

♥ Love Someone Not Because They Give You What You Need ,
But Because They Give You Feelings You Never Thought You Needed ♥